Fighting Crazy with Crazy

So, I'm being driven nuts by the fact that my... personal bliss is tied to the comments here on this blog. There are a lot of things working against me:
  1. I don't have the ability to post everyday. I'm a busy person, so I don't have the time to post everyday. I'm also boring, and don't have something to say everyday... which is good, because frankly that could mean that my big sis didn't throw another humiliating task my way and left me alone. So, right there any day I don't post is a lost day.
  2. Comments. Not only do I have to post, but then I need to have enough comments associated with said post for it to mean anything. Now, you've all been very good about that and I thank you... I think it should be noted that of the 30+ comments, two have been on my side which is demoralizing... and it's tough to feel bliss when you're demoralized.

So two big factors working against me. On top of all that, it gets mighty frustrating to do anything when you're all... pent up. Can't sleep (a la Seinfeld), can't concentrate (opposite of Seinfeld), I've become more irritable, gullible and anxious. Plus, the hold idea that I have to ration these... moments out makes the point of... arrival bittersweet.

Please spank this... it really needs it...


So, in this pent up state, I think I'm starting to go a bit mad... but an odd idea struck me the other night. What if... I took a bit (and I stress bit) of female hormones? Not like what any transgendered person would take, but just enough to take the edge off. Just the minimal amount to allow me to regain control over my primal self. After all, she's been using this as a primary weapon in taking me down this pink path. If I could diminish it enough to break her control maybe I could regain all my manhood back. It would be like taking one step back in order to take two steps forward. Plus, as this is my idea I could always stop if it doesn't work like I think it will.

This sounds crazy. Heck, it reads crazy as I type it out but this could just work, right? What do you all think, is this a good idea?


  1. Anonymous said...:

    You need a LOT of female hormones. The more the better. Then you can be a nice cock sucking slut.

  1. Anonymous said...:

    This sounds like a great idea christine. I can't fault that logic.

  1. Anonymous said...:

    Chrissy, I think that is a great idea!... Why not take a pill the next time you feel overwhelmed, and see what happens?... If you do, it might be a good idea to share with us how it makes you feel... both physically and emotionally... If you do that, I would consider you to be very brave! - M.

  1. Anonymous said...:

    Sounds to me like you are rationalizing with yourself. We all knew you wanted to take the want to become a girl. This is just a way to persuade yourself of what you know you want to do deep down. You always wanted to take these hormones, and once you start, you'll be trying to giddily watch for the girly changes you observe.

    So go ahead...take those hormones, you silly girl. But don't take the minimum, take what you want to take, take the full amount. You can always say that you misread the label, and pretend that it was a mistake.

  1. galatea_inlace said...:

    OMG, Chrissy, what you propose strikes me as fraught with peril. You may just be greasing the slope under your feet. I admire your courage and thinking outside of the box can often lead to interesting results. However, I would caution you to think about the implications and the long term effects. You are in danger of finding yourself addicted, unable to function without that first pill in the morning, and if you find that it helps, eventually you may find yourself taking more and more just to cope. What then...? I am not saying don’t do it, I am just offering a cautionary viewpoint least you find yourself farther away from ending it than you ever imagined possible.

  1. Chrissy said...:

    That's good point Galatea... though, it's a combination of a small, tiny, miniscule amount of female hormones and utilizing my orgasm days to rein in those urges I get. The goal is just enough until my sis gets bored and then decides to control me through something else.

    I do appreciate your concern and it's a very valid point. I just have to be smart about it and make sure I'm the one who's in control.

  1. Anonymous said...:

    yah i could spank that

  1. Chrissy, you are just gorgeous. x

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